Wednesday, May 8, 2013

my boy. at 4.

may 8, 2013
    Hi my ry ry.
(if your a stink your going to notice that this is a day late, but let me tell you yesterday was worth the fact that I didn't do this till today. we were at the zoo for 6 hours with our friends and let me tell you kid, you had a blast)

Your four now dude. weird. like freking your mom out weird. you are such a  big boy now and momma misses her baby. you are amazing ry. you are smart, funny and have a smile that could charm anyone. your face just lights up and a giggle can come from your toes that cause the world to stop and listen. four years ago you changed your mommas heart when you were born, I just wasn't sure that I could love another baby as much as I loved your sister, but my heart stretched and grew in ways that I never thought possible. I love that your sweet, you always want other people to be happy. you are funny, always saying isn't that funny mom? like you really want us to get it. you have bonded with your daddy, he's loving this big boy stuff...t ball, hip hop dancing, starting to read.... how could a daddy not love? you don't really have a favorite toy, although guns, and iron man are the best currently.... you just play... with whatever. you love to swing, jump on the trampoline and swim.... you love music, I think its because your in the car so much with me these days but you can sing the heck out of pretty much any song on the radio. dance has brought you into this confident goofy entertainer and I love love love watching it. you have blossomed so much since the days of shy clinging to momma. you wake up early, like you just cant wait to start something new. you and mk have this bond, like besties, some times I even felt left out of your little world, when you play mole hole in my closet or pirate ship in my tub I think gosh how lucky the two of you are to have one another cuz I kinda don't get the games most of the time. you love your friends, and playing with them is when you are super happy. in school your bored a lot, not a big sit down and do kinda kid but ryan your so smart. Its amazing when you learn something how proud you are, and how much you have already learned has gotten me excited for whats to come. I still think you are the worlds best hugger. hands down when you go to squeeze someone or snuggle up into my lap I swear to you I melt into a puddle. im way okay if you stop growing up now my boy. your amazing right now. amazing. except the few tantrums you have had that way stink... your a sweet little man and I don't want that to ever change. you are handsome. so handsome. and perfect. ryan, I wish for you..... candy, chips, root beer, big slide, swimming pools, music, big nosey guns, boats and fast cars, I wish for you twinkle twinkle little stars and socks that slide when you run. I wish for you hugs and snuggles and lizards and trampolines as big as the sky. happy birthday my ryan. xo momma.


No comments: